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I just wanna see other people draw Shaun. It gets boring seeing him in my own style but I love my baby >n<
Seriously tho if I'm ever mad at you/sick/in a bad mood a drawing of Shaun would fix it right away omg
But not old Shaun
The one shown on here most to time with black and red hair
I dunno I did character touch ups and now main!Shaun is just brown haired and blue/green eyed
But seriously... Haha
Anyways' hi!
Aaaaand bye
Seriously tho if I'm ever mad at you/sick/in a bad mood a drawing of Shaun would fix it right away omg
But not old Shaun
The one shown on here most to time with black and red hair
I dunno I did character touch ups and now main!Shaun is just brown haired and blue/green eyed
But seriously... Haha
Anyways' hi!
Aaaaand bye
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Devious Journal Entry
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1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel?
Man, that's a tough one. I think it's when they're telling me how they feel because they expect a certain reaction. I'm not good with emotions so the they take that the ring ways lot of the times.
2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. WHY were you angry? Do you still feel the same way?
Um, I guess I've never been really angry like... Super angry but I did get upset a lot with this one girl because we would get in these violent fights and I usual didn't know why. Then she'd make it my fault just because I didn't know why.
3. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make ONE phone call. Who do you call? What do you tell them?
I'd call my mom, of course! I'd tell her everything. I'd tell her I love her and not to worry. I'd have her tell everyone I love them and basically that's it. I wouldn't want to scare her too much but I'd let her know what has happened.
4. You are at the doctor's office and he has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? What do you do with your remaining days? Would you be afraid?
Afraid? No. I'd probably keep to myself. I wouldn't want to make anyone worried. I'd want to live normally, not pampered because I'm dying. In the remaining days I'd probably want to draw as much as I can and visit an amusement park (I never get to go to those holy crap) and I'd have as many sleepovers as I could! Spend time with family and friends and maybe even tell the person I like that I like them no matter the risk!
5. You can have one of the following two things. Which do you choose? Why? Love and Trust.
Shit. Both are very valuable things. I guess trust. Because I have to trust someone I don't know I just... I like trusting and all that jazz.
6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you take the time to save the dogs life? Why or Why not?
Fuck my boss I'm saving that dog. Why? Because even a dogs life is valuable.
7. Would you rather be hurt by the one you trust the most or the one you love the most?
The one I love the most because at least I can recover and learn I love them again (maybe) but once someone fucks with my trust in them I'll always hold that against them.
8. Your best friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more than just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you (or did you) do/say?
I'd be ok with it. I mean, I would never reject those feelings. I'd be honored that they told me! And I'd be ok with having a relationship or not. Either way it wouldn't bother me and wouldn't change how much I love them.
9. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give up one year of yours. Do you do it? Why or Why not?
Yes. My grandmother was the last person I know to have died and I miss her! I'd give anything to have her here and healthy and we'd just talk. I would only let my mom know about it because fuck the rest of my family who only showed up the day she died and claimed they were there the whole time.
10. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
No. I'm annoying and obnoxious. I like attention and I crave it but I try not to be a whore about it. I like when a person talks to me and tells me things and we have our own little thing.
So I'm a horrible friend.
11. Does love = sex?
Not all the time. I mean you love your family but most people don't have sex with them. But in a relationship sex is more about trust. You let someone see you in your weakest state and you're embarrassed and you have to trust them not to go around and blab to everyone about what you two did. Love is a different thing that doesn't need sex. You can have love and trust without sex. Most people think that if you sleep with someone that they'll love you but that's not always the case. They should love you before they have sex with you.
12.Your boss tells your coworker that they have to let them go because of work shortage, and they are the newest employee. You have been there much longer. Your coworker has a family to support and no other means of income. Do you go to your boss and offer to leave the company? Why or Why not?
Yes. I mean, it doesn't say I have a family or anything and right now its just me and my mom. So since this person has a family and they're worse off than I am... I'll just go somewhere else to work!
13.When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say? Who was it? What did you have to tell the person?
Oh last night. I honestly told a friend I didn't trust him anymore because he can't keep our conversations between me and him. Like ill ask him not to tell and he does so I was honest and told him how it made me feel. It wasn't difficult because I was so mad.
14. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a member of the opposite/same sex, you love them or that you do not love them back?
That I love them. You never know if they'll feel the same way, not and be ok with you crushing on them or just get weirded out and not talk to you much. I've need told a crush I liked them because of this. Telling someone I don't like them is ok with me because I'm sure they're going to be hurt or ticked. But not knowing how someone will act is scary.
15. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose?
Oh geez... As an object probably my phone. I contact all my friends this way and I can't talk easier. I'm a bit shy so if I'm having trouble saying something I just type it. Plus I can just feel safer with it on me.
As a thing, my mom.
Do I have to explain?
16. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them. Who were they to you?
Excluding romantic? My mom.
17. If there was one moment and one time in the last month what would you change and why?
Oh holy crap I wouldn't have gone to this one girls house. She lives with her mom, grandma and grandpa and sister and they all that disabilities. She doesn't even care and doesn't treat them with any respect. I almost cried because her grandma came into the room to say goodnight and the girl blew her off. I'd give anything to have my grandma back to say goodnight to me. She ignored their conversations and just acted mean... And they looked so hurt... I felt horrible and I left the minute I woke up. I hugged my mom all the way home.
18. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying? Why or Why not?
Every life is valuable.
19.You are holding onto your grandmother's hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other. Who do you let fall to their death? What was your rationale for making the decision?
No. No no no. I'd try to save both. A new born baby isn't that heavy and my grandma was a very tiny lady. If I saw any way I could save both I would take it. If not it looks like I'm jumping with because I wouldn't be able to live with myself if I let my grandma or a baby die.
20. Are you old fashioned?
A little bit? Like I don't believe in selling out sex or whatever. I've never understood the old fashioned thing.
21. When was the last time you were nice to someone and did NOT expect anything in return for it?
I never expect anything in return.
22.Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or never loved at all? Why?
Love with a broken heart because its better to have taken the risk and been Hirt then to never have taken the step.
23.If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
To go back to third grade and know what will happen. (Like I'm aware that I went back in time and I know the mistakes I made and the people I'm going to meet) and is stop myself from becoming such a horrible person.
Man, that's a tough one. I think it's when they're telling me how they feel because they expect a certain reaction. I'm not good with emotions so the they take that the ring ways lot of the times.
2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. WHY were you angry? Do you still feel the same way?
Um, I guess I've never been really angry like... Super angry but I did get upset a lot with this one girl because we would get in these violent fights and I usual didn't know why. Then she'd make it my fault just because I didn't know why.
3. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make ONE phone call. Who do you call? What do you tell them?
I'd call my mom, of course! I'd tell her everything. I'd tell her I love her and not to worry. I'd have her tell everyone I love them and basically that's it. I wouldn't want to scare her too much but I'd let her know what has happened.
4. You are at the doctor's office and he has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? What do you do with your remaining days? Would you be afraid?
Afraid? No. I'd probably keep to myself. I wouldn't want to make anyone worried. I'd want to live normally, not pampered because I'm dying. In the remaining days I'd probably want to draw as much as I can and visit an amusement park (I never get to go to those holy crap) and I'd have as many sleepovers as I could! Spend time with family and friends and maybe even tell the person I like that I like them no matter the risk!
5. You can have one of the following two things. Which do you choose? Why? Love and Trust.
Shit. Both are very valuable things. I guess trust. Because I have to trust someone I don't know I just... I like trusting and all that jazz.
6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you take the time to save the dogs life? Why or Why not?
Fuck my boss I'm saving that dog. Why? Because even a dogs life is valuable.
7. Would you rather be hurt by the one you trust the most or the one you love the most?
The one I love the most because at least I can recover and learn I love them again (maybe) but once someone fucks with my trust in them I'll always hold that against them.
8. Your best friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more than just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you (or did you) do/say?
I'd be ok with it. I mean, I would never reject those feelings. I'd be honored that they told me! And I'd be ok with having a relationship or not. Either way it wouldn't bother me and wouldn't change how much I love them.
9. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give up one year of yours. Do you do it? Why or Why not?
Yes. My grandmother was the last person I know to have died and I miss her! I'd give anything to have her here and healthy and we'd just talk. I would only let my mom know about it because fuck the rest of my family who only showed up the day she died and claimed they were there the whole time.
10. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
No. I'm annoying and obnoxious. I like attention and I crave it but I try not to be a whore about it. I like when a person talks to me and tells me things and we have our own little thing.
So I'm a horrible friend.
11. Does love = sex?
Not all the time. I mean you love your family but most people don't have sex with them. But in a relationship sex is more about trust. You let someone see you in your weakest state and you're embarrassed and you have to trust them not to go around and blab to everyone about what you two did. Love is a different thing that doesn't need sex. You can have love and trust without sex. Most people think that if you sleep with someone that they'll love you but that's not always the case. They should love you before they have sex with you.
12.Your boss tells your coworker that they have to let them go because of work shortage, and they are the newest employee. You have been there much longer. Your coworker has a family to support and no other means of income. Do you go to your boss and offer to leave the company? Why or Why not?
Yes. I mean, it doesn't say I have a family or anything and right now its just me and my mom. So since this person has a family and they're worse off than I am... I'll just go somewhere else to work!
13.When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say? Who was it? What did you have to tell the person?
Oh last night. I honestly told a friend I didn't trust him anymore because he can't keep our conversations between me and him. Like ill ask him not to tell and he does so I was honest and told him how it made me feel. It wasn't difficult because I was so mad.
14. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a member of the opposite/same sex, you love them or that you do not love them back?
That I love them. You never know if they'll feel the same way, not and be ok with you crushing on them or just get weirded out and not talk to you much. I've need told a crush I liked them because of this. Telling someone I don't like them is ok with me because I'm sure they're going to be hurt or ticked. But not knowing how someone will act is scary.
15. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose?
Oh geez... As an object probably my phone. I contact all my friends this way and I can't talk easier. I'm a bit shy so if I'm having trouble saying something I just type it. Plus I can just feel safer with it on me.
As a thing, my mom.
Do I have to explain?
16. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them. Who were they to you?
Excluding romantic? My mom.
17. If there was one moment and one time in the last month what would you change and why?
Oh holy crap I wouldn't have gone to this one girls house. She lives with her mom, grandma and grandpa and sister and they all that disabilities. She doesn't even care and doesn't treat them with any respect. I almost cried because her grandma came into the room to say goodnight and the girl blew her off. I'd give anything to have my grandma back to say goodnight to me. She ignored their conversations and just acted mean... And they looked so hurt... I felt horrible and I left the minute I woke up. I hugged my mom all the way home.
18. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying? Why or Why not?
Every life is valuable.
19.You are holding onto your grandmother's hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other. Who do you let fall to their death? What was your rationale for making the decision?
No. No no no. I'd try to save both. A new born baby isn't that heavy and my grandma was a very tiny lady. If I saw any way I could save both I would take it. If not it looks like I'm jumping with because I wouldn't be able to live with myself if I let my grandma or a baby die.
20. Are you old fashioned?
A little bit? Like I don't believe in selling out sex or whatever. I've never understood the old fashioned thing.
21. When was the last time you were nice to someone and did NOT expect anything in return for it?
I never expect anything in return.
22.Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or never loved at all? Why?
Love with a broken heart because its better to have taken the risk and been Hirt then to never have taken the step.
23.If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
To go back to third grade and know what will happen. (Like I'm aware that I went back in time and I know the mistakes I made and the people I'm going to meet) and is stop myself from becoming such a horrible person.
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Update!
2 min read
Sorry for all the.. inactivity lately! I've been caught up in school and such. I'm not going to sit here and say I'm uploading something soon-- because I'm not. Sure I've filled two sketchbooks in the time I've been gone but seriously, don't be expecting anything. I will say I do hope to start back uploading in the summer or over spring break-- when I have time to scan my stuff.
Umm, there's not too much I can really say. I'm just sorry that I've been gone and neglecting everything, I really am! But hey! I'm off improving my skills and getting better! That's good! Right? I want to come back and upload something worth showing you guys! <3
So anyways. I do come on here, quite often and look around and clear my messages, so if you want to talk go ahead and send a PM! I'll reply ASAP!
---
Life update:
I'm busy a lot lately because first I was studying every night, which soon I got bored of (I do that all too often!) but then lately I've been studying like mad and applying to Pioneer and all this other junk so I've just been off...
Plus my computer is like... stupid, so that's a big portion of the problem. I only ever come on anymore to draw or to download new music.
But anyways!
I guess all that's going on with me is school and constant improvement! <3
I better jump off here and go talk to my partner about our story! Much love!
Take it easy.
Umm, there's not too much I can really say. I'm just sorry that I've been gone and neglecting everything, I really am! But hey! I'm off improving my skills and getting better! That's good! Right? I want to come back and upload something worth showing you guys! <3
So anyways. I do come on here, quite often and look around and clear my messages, so if you want to talk go ahead and send a PM! I'll reply ASAP!
---
Life update:
I'm busy a lot lately because first I was studying every night, which soon I got bored of (I do that all too often!) but then lately I've been studying like mad and applying to Pioneer and all this other junk so I've just been off...
Plus my computer is like... stupid, so that's a big portion of the problem. I only ever come on anymore to draw or to download new music.
But anyways!
I guess all that's going on with me is school and constant improvement! <3
I better jump off here and go talk to my partner about our story! Much love!
Take it easy.
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Devious Journal Entry
1 min read
I've so totally been ignoring this thing omg
So um... Idk man I might post something later... I've been drawing a crapload of homestuck and all that junk so I might scan some drawings and upload them...
So uh fuck
Happy new year
/hero of time
out
So um... Idk man I might post something later... I've been drawing a crapload of homestuck and all that junk so I might scan some drawings and upload them...
So uh fuck
Happy new year
/hero of time
out
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Devious Journal Entry
3 min read
1: How long have you been a Homestuck? A few months. But I heard about it about a year or so ago.
2: Your Patron Troll? Kanaya
3: Which panel was the last one that Homestuck was updated to when you finished reading it for the first time? I'm like 87% sue it was [s]Dirk:Unite
4: Favorite Music Track? Rex Deuodium Angelus
5: Favorite Flash? Omg too many please no
6: Favorite Kid (Beta & Alpha) Beta- Dave. Aplha- Dirk.
7: Favorite Troll? I don't really have a favorite. Karkat or Sollux or Eridan I guess.
8: Favorite Other Character (Doc Scratch, Spades Slick, The Dolorosa, Davesprite, etc.) Can it be Erisolsprite? No? Ok Spades Slick.
9: What's your Fetch Modus? I dunno yet...
10: Strife Specibus allocations? catkind please?
11: What's your Title (X of Y; example Heir of Breath)? Page of Time [I don't care if that's a boy's class >
]
12: Prospit or Derse? Derse
13: Midnight Crew or Felt? Midnight Crew
14: Which Land is you favorite (canon lands)? Little Cubes and Tea~
15: Bing Crosbytop or Bill Cosbytop? Bill Cospytop
16: What's your favorite part about SBURB? (The enemies, alchemization, the consorts, etc.) Alchemization~
17: Got any Homestuck merchandise? Homemade things~! :'D i'm getting a hoodie for xmas though!!
18: Cosplays? Sollux and humanstucks
19: Fancharacters? Not yet.
20: Fanfiction? Yes I do~ Too many
21: Fanart? HA.
22: Could you give Hussie directions to Olive Garden? Only if he takes me with him lolwhat
23: No, but could you give Hussie directions to an actual Italian restaurant? Yeah. Show him the true italian food
24: Have a favorite AU? Humanstuck. Where they all live together~
25: Have a favorite crossover? Not really.
26: Least favorite thing about Homestuck (in general) Hm, I guess how everyone died pretty quickly.
27: Most favorite thing about Homestuck (in general) How the kids acted with eachother. They had enver met before but they acted like they'd seen eachother everyday. John never acted like Dave was just some online friend. Their bonds were so strong and believable.
28: Least favorite character? Jane. I don't know man, i adore the shit out of her but there's other character I like more.
29: Favorite page? I like them all [almost]
30: Favorite Homestuckism? (Who's this douchebag, Already here, acrobatic fucking pirouette, etc.) Wait what... xD i think it's caw caw motherfucker or put the bunny back in the box. Then again... I'm confused so yeay~
31: Sweet Bro, Hella Jeff, or Geromy? Hella Jeff
32: 8^y asdfghjkl
2: Your Patron Troll? Kanaya
3: Which panel was the last one that Homestuck was updated to when you finished reading it for the first time? I'm like 87% sue it was [s]Dirk:Unite
4: Favorite Music Track? Rex Deuodium Angelus
5: Favorite Flash? Omg too many please no
6: Favorite Kid (Beta & Alpha) Beta- Dave. Aplha- Dirk.
7: Favorite Troll? I don't really have a favorite. Karkat or Sollux or Eridan I guess.
8: Favorite Other Character (Doc Scratch, Spades Slick, The Dolorosa, Davesprite, etc.) Can it be Erisolsprite? No? Ok Spades Slick.
9: What's your Fetch Modus? I dunno yet...
10: Strife Specibus allocations? catkind please?
11: What's your Title (X of Y; example Heir of Breath)? Page of Time [I don't care if that's a boy's class >
]12: Prospit or Derse? Derse
13: Midnight Crew or Felt? Midnight Crew
14: Which Land is you favorite (canon lands)? Little Cubes and Tea~
15: Bing Crosbytop or Bill Cosbytop? Bill Cospytop
16: What's your favorite part about SBURB? (The enemies, alchemization, the consorts, etc.) Alchemization~
17: Got any Homestuck merchandise? Homemade things~! :'D i'm getting a hoodie for xmas though!!
18: Cosplays? Sollux and humanstucks
19: Fancharacters? Not yet.
20: Fanfiction? Yes I do~ Too many
21: Fanart? HA.
22: Could you give Hussie directions to Olive Garden? Only if he takes me with him lolwhat
23: No, but could you give Hussie directions to an actual Italian restaurant? Yeah. Show him the true italian food
24: Have a favorite AU? Humanstuck. Where they all live together~
25: Have a favorite crossover? Not really.
26: Least favorite thing about Homestuck (in general) Hm, I guess how everyone died pretty quickly.
27: Most favorite thing about Homestuck (in general) How the kids acted with eachother. They had enver met before but they acted like they'd seen eachother everyday. John never acted like Dave was just some online friend. Their bonds were so strong and believable.
28: Least favorite character? Jane. I don't know man, i adore the shit out of her but there's other character I like more.
29: Favorite page? I like them all [almost]
30: Favorite Homestuckism? (Who's this douchebag, Already here, acrobatic fucking pirouette, etc.) Wait what... xD i think it's caw caw motherfucker or put the bunny back in the box. Then again... I'm confused so yeay~
31: Sweet Bro, Hella Jeff, or Geromy? Hella Jeff
32: 8^y asdfghjkl
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