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Eternity.

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I sat, watching the clouds outside my window. That jerk. I thought, annoyed at my boyfriend. I hated when he pretended I didn't know he skipped out on a movie to party. It's been 2 days since that. I felt the need to hear his voice, deep, soothing. I stood, sighing loudly.
Once at his block I rushed to his door, I had texted him, saying I'd be there. I was annoyed by the fact there was no reply. I banged on the white door, crossing my arms. The boy awnsered the door, his dark hair messy, unruly and unforgivably shaggy. He was in jeans and a white shirt, he looked at me.
"What you doing here?" He asked
"Are you kidding me?" I glared, pushing past him, walking into the tiny room, white carpet, white walls. A big blue couch, a television, his laptop sitting on the couch, World of Warcraft on pause.
"Why have you been ignoring me?!" I asked, facing him.
He sighed, "I'm not," he groaned.
"God, Conner, I've been calling and texting you for two days. I'm not stupid!"
He glared at me, "Valarie, I'm not ignoring you dammit!"
"Obviously you fucking are!" I yelled back.
That's when we started yelling. I hated this, I let my yells fade, byrrying my face in my hands. He was such a Dick.
I felt his arms wrap around me, his head on mine,
"I'm sorry," he muttered, defeated
I pulled away, "Conner," I breathed as I watched him kneel, my hand in his.
"Babe, I don't want to fight... I just... I want to be with you. So let's stop this fight... And," he paused pulling a sapphire ring from his pocket, "marry me."
Was this planned? I asked myself, dumbstruck that he was serious.
"Yes..." I breathed as he slid the ring onto my finger.
I pulled him to his feet, hugging him tightly. He laughed, spinning me around, kissing my cheek. I laughed, he always made me feel better.
At that moment the door was kicked down, the Windows were broken, men dressed in black walked in, they barked for us to get down. I listened, wanting to scream. Conner stood,
"Get out of my house!" He yelled.
"Conner..." I breathed, looking up at him. He stood tall. Valiant and brave. I heard a loud bang as Conner fell, face down, blood all around him.
"Conner!!" I screamed, leaping up. Halfway to my love I heard another explosion. I fell to my knees, collapsing next to my fiancee.
I wanted to scream as I felt my soul rip from my body, it hurt. I tore at my flesh to get free. It was dark.
"Conner!" I screamed.
"Val, I'm here!" He assured me.
"Where?!" I panicked
"I... I don't know."
I felt myself crying, the tears felt icy, "I can't feel you," I sobbed.
"I love you," he whispered, as lightly as the wind.
"I love you!!"
It was silent, I knew he was gone. Here I was, trapped in an eternity of silence.
This is from a dream.
This is exactly what happened in my dream.
I woke up and burst into tears, I cried for hours.
Please don't let it be like this when you die, this pressure of your whole body being broken, squeezed, the air gone, darkness.
Please.
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I had a dream similar... mine was a different sort of scary. I was laying belly up in a pool, and it was night. I couldnt move or speak. Then people started showing up and crying, and still I couldnt move. I saw the sorrow in their eyes, and I knew something bad had happened, but I couldnt ask. My father was crying, which was hard to see, because you typically dont see father-figures crying... and then an ambulance came and put me in a body bag and I realized I was dead.